My heart –
not mine. It doesn’t belong to me any more
and I’m not sure if it could belong to you, seeing as you don’t want it.
I find myself unable to jump off the building
to stop the madness
to end it all.
My mind refuses to let me and refuses to let me accept that this is the end
count to ten and start again
learn how to breathe
my skies have fallen.
You made me believe you when you said it
but now y0u make me believe that the only way to end this is to
wait for this broken heart – belonging to no one – to die
and kill me slowly with it.